been doing this since i was 18 and i still get this before big calls.

you grow faster than you expect and suddenly you're on a kickoff with a company you respect, they're treating you like the expert and your brain's going "they think there's a team back here, it's just me and my dog"

for years i read that as proof i wasn't ready and it took me forever to realize the feeling isn't a fact but the work jumped a level and the picture in my head never caught up.

it never goes away, but I stop treating it as it is and take it as something that's just a signal of me always pushing forward.

been doing this since i was 18 and i still get this before big calls.

you grow faster than you expect and suddenly you're on a kickoff with a company you respect, they're treating you like the expert and your brain's going "they think there's a team back here, it's just me and my dog"

for years i read that as proof i wasn't ready and it took me forever to realize the feeling isn't a fact but the work jumped a level and the picture in my head never caught up.

it never goes away, but I stop treating it as it is and take it as something that's just a signal of me always pushing forward.